Extremely annoyed! I cant beleive what just actually happened. Since this is my blog i shall start at the beginning. The good stuff. When my day seemed normal. Mum was happy and i was happy. Everything was good.

So today at half past two Gillian (my friend Amys mum) offered to take me down the street with her and Amy, oh yeah and her Nana. We all went into 'The Bon' cafe. Me and Amy had a coke each and Nana and Gillian had a coffee (typical!) They were blabbering on Gillians new hair cut. Me and Amy simply sat making boredom faces at each other Loll.  Gillian told us to just leave and told me she would pay for my drink.WOOP i thought i could use that money to get a DVD for the sleepover (or so i thought.)

So yeah me and Amy went to superdrugs, used a couple of Barry M testers (we love barry m) and then went to semi chem. We saw a guy with shades and gossiped about how much he looked like a mafia guy lol.

Then i went home and waited for the twins to arrive. They arrived twenty minutes late and this is when everything starts to go downhill....

Well to start with mum gave us tea. Pizza chips and sweetcorn- pretty much the usual when the twins come round becuase theyre vegetarians. We went upstairs and well we or rather I started to eat. They werent eating. Well i suppose Caitlin was, vaguely picking at the sweetcorn but Molly was just staring at it as if it was some giant monster just waiting to gobble her all up if she even touched it.

Of course i thought this verrryyyy strange. I asked her what was up. They had just been to pizza hut and pure stuffed theyre faces..i was like didnt you's know you were having tea here?!? But anyway Molly started to chake and get really weird and ill. But Caitz was fine pefectly normal. I was getting quite aggitated coz she was breathing really heavily so got mum and she told molly to come down so that she could see what the problem was. Molly looked like a ghost now and shivering as if she was standing in a paddling pool in the middle of winter. So obv mum called Rose (twins mum) and she came in about 10 mins to pick Molly up. BUT mum wouldnt still let Caitlin stay!!! I kept hasking mum when Rose was in but she was like "JADE! I'd rather have them together!!!!" Andd Caitz really wanted to stay it was SUCH a shame! Molly felt proper bad, but it was ALL my mums fault! When they left mum was SOOOOO mad at me she was shouting "Why did u keep asking me? You really embaressed me infront of Rose! If i say no i mean NO,okay? This is my house- i pay the mortgage!!!"

She acts like im a lodger or something. I was like i do live in this house as well you know! But she got like really mental so i decided to make a swift exit. I stomped up the stairs ran to my room, and SLAMMED the door behind me (oh the joys of being a teenager.)

Andd then i began to want to runaway. Ive always thought of grabbing a five pound note and taking to train to my dads house. Living with dad...it would be so easy. All i had to do was go. Mum would be upset. But ive been thinking about it so much lately. Im so confused. I love my mum. I mean of course i do. But we really dont get on sometimes and to be honest she isnt exactly a bundle of laughs- but my dad is. Hes great. Bit on the podgy side, ill agree. But he truly is the best dad in the world and i mean it!

 Decided not to runaway. Im a bit tierd. Maybe tomorrow?

Ill think about it.

 going to see if i can take tht fiver too get a DVD and just watch it myslef...

dont worry i wont be heading off on a train.

Coz of course, i couldnt just leave this blog!

xDcyaxx